What A Day

What u all saw here was the effort of me and mostly my lao po's ^^ thx dear love u mwaks~
We took 4 hours =.= just to get this fixed up from navigatorless,imbalanced chatbox size and many other stuffs..
Due to the divine super duper muper (exaggerate a bit XD) of our LOVE POWER (FULAMAK!)..
This had been solved and indeed was tiring urgh!!!i am a baby blogger which tells all of u that i dun even know a thing..=.=''
Enjoy ^^ deepest gratitude to DEAR ^^

Memories

Yeah yeah time to write bout history haha.......

That time we were still not coupling LOL shy to meet and when met,we stand 1m away from each other

When people saw us they tell 'OMG the distance between u 2 can fit in 2 person' haha

Then one day,she dare me that she wont evade if i kiss her and i told her that she sure will...

So we made a deal that if i kiss her,and she evade,then she will have to make a bento for me!!BENTO!MY DREAM!!

Yeah yeah u all guessed correctly hahahah i won xD

The process is too romantic better off not telling XD later my dear dear take things and whack the shit out of me wahahaha

Yeah yeah she really made a BENTO that is WHEAT BREAD wit HAM...LOL

I ate woot with sweetness wahahahahah i think the tupperware is still with me i guess???

Hope more bento or food to come from her own hand to me XD wahahahahah

Titanic!!!

This song was input by my dear dear..all yay for her wahahahaha and i kinda disappointed her because i wasn't so happy due to some incident
Stupid me >< i should be excited because she wasted her time just to find this song for me although she used few seconds still considered effort right??
I wanna tell dear that i am very very grateful that dear helped me
I LOVE U ^^

GGness

So today was erm not a sad yet not a happy day but more towards happiness a bit due to her telling me at last she understand how i felt when she didnt care bout me??and that means she will care me woHOOO!!and another things to happy about was that my dear knew how to jealous which i had been waiting for ~~she jealous meant she cared woot woot ~~
So just now she thought i was helping one of my friend(girl) and kinda like not happy and kinda like cold war LOL....
But only i realize so many things i haven't grasp in my hand.........too much
So kinda unhappy but the good things was that i felt our love had grown more stable and better...practice makes perfect ma wahahaha
Just came back from my brother's gf's eldest sister's son's full one month buffet..
The food?satisfaction is there hahaha i ate a lot and my heart kinda like wanna go back because my dear want me to reach home faster hohoh..
Today nothing special except our relationship gets better and deeper...

Tiredsome yet happy day~

Ah~~~just came back from aunt's house..went wit family to Thai Thai and had our dinner..nice indeed and hope to bring my family wit my dear to eat there next time ^^...
Just in highway i nearly killed myself =.= nearly ram into the divider due to a stupid van stick so close to me as if he is a freaking GAY!!!..thank god i was still alive LOL!!..
Just talked with my mom when i drove back..
She told many things and only i knew i am such a bad son i felt..nothing i ever did is good it seems ==
So everything went back to usual between X and Y hahaha nothing happened much just that she promised me she will find her old self back hehe..
My grandma really made me feel she cared for me because she dun want to go eat at Thai Thai if i didnt go so i decided i wanna go and accompany her hehe thx grandma xD
Today was a nice day because my mom,grandma and my dearie showed me that they actually cared me.. thx wooties XD
Promise i will treat all of ya including my family much better ^^

Morning *_* eye pain

I woke up thinking its a new day but i was proven wrong when her voice still showed me she's like dun care bout what had happened........
Talked to her on the phone and she didnt show she cared for our relationship at all..
Just keep telling me dont know what to say so..at last i decided to hang the phone hoping she would miss call to show me she wanna chat wit me or something??..still HOPING..I think she cared but just didnt know how to express it??i dun like to guess because i always guessed wrong ==
Maybe i will go and hide myself for some time maybe as if dun reply her??(proven i failed cause i love her too much and i replied her)
I am noob i know..LOL
Maybe when she truly cares only then i will not hide myself anymore..
Until then only i think about it.........shit eye pain..........

Msn~

Just talked to her..today was a bad day indeed as my heart dunno how bad condition it is in.....all she said was dunno..but what i hope was only that she can give me assurance and confidence that she loved me..all she said was dunno...i dunno what to say anymore..all the words i said she answered dunno what to say..
Though i really wanna tell her i am deeply hurt..but it didn't come out from my mouth..
And she forgets bout me blogging i think..
I wanted her to read all this but yet also dun hope so because sure got something weird gonna happen again..
All i ever needed was words of courage and confidence from she that she loves me..thats all...
Many things crossed my mind today as she forgets bout me this evening sigh...
HURT HURT HURT HURT.................
Really hope one day she could really give me felt her love towards me if our relationship can prolong..........

Disappointment

So just now she went and bought a new laptop..
Yay happy for her..but deep in heart i knew something is gonna happen..and that came true..
She really did forget bout me when she was playing her laptop..
I was expecting her to sms me and tell how good is her computer but what i got was forgotten O.O.then later on i was very worried as she didn't reply me for more than2 hours!!and only then i knew she forgot me T_T..so i kept worrying for nothing it seems?
I learnt new things and i will not sad/worry anymore as i am busy due to RazeR/asia clan had invited me to be their examiner..
1st time though..im happy..but still the disappointment i had was too much for the happiness to overcome..
But i promised myself i wont sad for long..now i truly understand y when bf/gf made a big mistake they can forgive each other..this is because they loved each other too much that the mistake he/she made can be swept as though as nothing had happened..
How i knew?because i had just experienced it not long ago..
Hope our loves can be better than now and i had a better places in her heart..
Hope it comes true ^^ woot~~

MiracLe ^_^

A miracle had happened just now made me utterly happy haha ^^
ya noe wat she smsed me and told im late for replying her
curious why i was happy huh????
last time......she told she wanna sms slower and ask me lower my sms to her and just now she told i replied late and she waited for my sms
that shows she also eager for my sms and that made me fuyoh FLYING!!hahaahah
nothing can express how happy am i XD
hope more miracles happen in the future ~~~ X love Y~~

Phone call~

Just called her and we were chatting nicely but it went down when i started getting negative thinkings which i hated most..
Am i just too desperate or am i just too dwelled in love LOL...
She told she getting her hair done and make-up and stuff to make herself prettier..
Honestly i was scared because this will make lots of boys compete wit me which i usually loses XD...
Then since its holiday...i think the chances of meeting her seemed low..can say very low..but how also i hope i have the perseverance which i lacked last time...
I am indeed too sensitive to her words..
Happy or sad can be determined easily by the way and words she speaks..she is the queen!!LOL!!
I scolded her for not loving herself which i do not hope that happens in her because how do u love others when u dun even love yourself??i was wondering and she promised me she will do it and obviously i also hope so too..
Later on our conversation ended up badly due to me thinking she dun love me and dun wanna see me~~stupid huh i too knew it is but maybe i'm too emotional LOL!!the phone call had gone around 2 hour and she had a headache later on...shows she had a bad bad health condition haha..
More fruits and vegetables ^^

The Start of X and Y

So today was the starting day of our love life...whether will it proceed nicely or not depends solely on fate i believed......the actual date we started was not today but which was 2 months+ ago haha...i still remember that day how foolish i am when i proposed to her~eventhough i knew her answer but i pretended don't know which made me ended up getting scolded by her 'FOOL' hahaha there goes our starting point and i still able to ask her 'so now what is our relationship?' and again i laughed..its a funny start though and i hope it will last long and happy days ahead of us~~9.25pm with date 16/09/2009

Starting point

So at last i started my own blog which i hope i will start months ago..proven failed due to laziness..XD..the reason i wrote this blog is to express what i felt rather than disturbing my friends with my own problem which i find it very pai seh hoho~~here starts my lifetime love ^^ woot!