Phone call~

Just called her and we were chatting nicely but it went down when i started getting negative thinkings which i hated most..
Am i just too desperate or am i just too dwelled in love LOL...
She told she getting her hair done and make-up and stuff to make herself prettier..
Honestly i was scared because this will make lots of boys compete wit me which i usually loses XD...
Then since its holiday...i think the chances of meeting her seemed low..can say very low..but how also i hope i have the perseverance which i lacked last time...
I am indeed too sensitive to her words..
Happy or sad can be determined easily by the way and words she speaks..she is the queen!!LOL!!
I scolded her for not loving herself which i do not hope that happens in her because how do u love others when u dun even love yourself??i was wondering and she promised me she will do it and obviously i also hope so too..
Later on our conversation ended up badly due to me thinking she dun love me and dun wanna see me~~stupid huh i too knew it is but maybe i'm too emotional LOL!!the phone call had gone around 2 hour and she had a headache later on...shows she had a bad bad health condition haha..
More fruits and vegetables ^^