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Sorry for the late updates.

This article should be posted long time ago.

Because of my busy-ness, i had forgotten that i have to write an article here.

X was reminding me so frequently but i kept on forgetting it.

Sorry X  (T^T)

This article is to show our activities on Facebook.

I was so addicted to these applications/games which are the Farmville and the Cafe World.

It was a MUST-DO-THING on Facebook.

I switched on my laptop everyday for about 15 minutes just to check on my farm and cafe, except that i am tired lah

The 1st picture is my Farmville.

Can u see how pretty my farm is?

Thanks to my lovely X, he did that for me until late at night while i was sleeping like a pig.

Especially the animal part. I was freaking frustrated because i don't know how to arrange my animals neatly.

But he was so good in decorating it. I was like oh my god, how come i didn't think of that !

love u X <3

The other two pictures taken are his Cafe World.

Obviously its not as nice as my Farmville, because i decorated the Cafe for him.

Not that i decorated the whole cafe, but just changing the walls and tiles.

I spent so much of his money to decorate it but in the end i ruined it.

He said he love it so much and he kept saying it's nice but seriously i don't think so (>.<)

But i can say that i'm satisfied with the love in the middle! :) although he made the original love and i just changed the colour of the tiles

I know this article is damn boring, and please excuse me for my bad English. (>.<)

With love, Y.

School had started

School had started last week and i didn't update because my dear said she gonna update for me but she didn't LOL!!She said tonight she gonna write something and im eager to see what's gonna happen heheh...

School started and our Math.T good teacher a.k.a Pn.Soosan had left us and went to other school which is S.M.K.Taman Desa..

LOL come on man she said she was transfered and i felt why our school wanna transfer such a good teacher i don't understand what our headmistress is thinking..

With her gone,my math can say near-to-screw...And she was a lot more fun that the teacher now..no offense =x because she do not give pressure yet she knew how to teach us to understand without have to do tonnes of homework...

Now my current Math.T sir is giving us bunch or can be said hundreds of math question..

I mean come on man we had lots of other stuffs to do...Biology,chemistry,and stuff such as report already is a PAINING task and now we got many more math questions...sighh...

And i am elected as the chairman for the school sport prefect..This is tough task as what people want to see is achievements and not only empty promises =.=..

Some of them hunger for the position..i know..so its risky LOL

Basically its getting tougher this year..

So come back to my love story lai lai hehe..

We went to Old Town White Coffee today and had a great time but not as great as last week when we went to Pappa Rich..That time we were happily playing hahah and i kinda like naughty =.=

Why not as good as last week?curious huh haha..This is because we fought early in the morning today..and that had left us a prick in our heart so basically not so happy today >.<

Things came too coincidentally..

At 1st we said wanna meet during recess because today she had PMD(Program Maju Diri)..then when recess time, i went to find her but she is not in the hall..

Her friend told she went out so i was curious of why she didn't sms me and find me..

I ignored that thought and went to her class and also failed to find her..

I got uncomfortable and started thinking stuff such as she do not wanna see me or dont want to eat with me..

Then as i walked to the canteen,SO NGAM..i saw her in canteen sitting with boys and i jumped into conclusion she did not want to see me because she wanted to spend time with other boys..

I went away after saw her from far sitting with a boy and i walked away..

Later she called me and asked why and i just hurt her with some words..and i offed her call..

Then as i walked my heart got softer..and i went back to see her in canteen...later when i saw her in canteen i do not know why i pretended never see her and just walked pass her..her friends all looked at me with a look telling me that they were shocked to see me in that status..

I continued walking and she also walked away..I bought a chocolate biscuit and then i walked back to my class..and again i 'sam yun' and i went back to hall to find her..

And then only i knew her hp so COINCIDENTALLY didnt manage to send out the sms telling that she had gone out to canteen...i knew i was wrong and i went to see her in the hall

AND!!COINCIDENTALLY i saw another boy pat her head and i was like WTF pissed and i go away LOL....i walked not even 50m,i return back =.= sam yun again haizz

I asked her out but she ignored and i went into the hall straight and ask her why..

After a few talk she ran and sit and i also went back..I went back to class and went berserk LOL...

My friend talked to me but i answered them in a rude manner only later realizing i became other people..Then i went out and kicked the wall (damn pain for a while only no after effect ok dear~)

Then i went back into class became a good manner boy again LOL!!geng le..

Later on i went to find teacher and settle the shirt problem (lazy mention as it is too long..)

So later and later i knew i wrote many later..i felt wanna see her and felt guilty so i went to hall and asked her out for a walk...she cried and i can do nothing ...15 minutes walk she was in silent mode,bad day i thought...later she told she cried infront people and stuff and only i knew how bad am i >.< sorry sorry..

After that she didnt say anything and i tried my best to pamper her but failed la until she entered my car and i 'tam' her although not successful but counted ok also la hehe..

When we reach Old Town,things start to go smoother and we talked more naturally and smile enlighted on her face hehe..

She fed me some ice cream and i fed her biscuits lol!!

And yeah bout Old Town is that their curry dishes walao..they put too much curry powder man made my stomach so uncomfortable ><

Later i went home and she went for her tuition and hehe when she came back we talked on the phone for 1 hour 30 minutes woot kinda long and we kinda like told each other about this morning how each of us felt and we gain more understanding and i start to believe things can be very coincidence sometimes...

Glad we chatted so long and happily hope you are really happy and sorry for the morning dear...

And additional point LOL!!she said she gonna go buy something in supermarket tomorrow LOL guess what =.= i broke her secret of trying to make me a BENTO muahahahah i so so so looking forward to it and she even said that maybe she wanna make a pencil box for me hehe sew for me =x so lucky lol me hehehe
~Love you dear~

Fuck it 100%

Please note there are bad words in this article if u cant stand it dont read it thx...

Yeah here i am freaking dam fucking pissed off................................

Yeah everyone so happy bout new year eve but im not...

And i had never been this pissed....o0o I adi did all the thing i never expect i would do and i dont want myself to do it..

Yeah this time i dont want be mself anymore o0o....

I already hurt Y very much

I already say all hurt full words all what also i told...

The reason why??cause she took one photo with boy which she said she wouldn't...she already said dont want but the boy keep asking??i do not understand why is it so but nevermind...If someone do not want to do something they will not do it..like how people say u cant press a cow's head to drink water if he do not want to in chinese saying...

For me if you dont want do something nothing can make you do it...

If u do it means u wanted to do it from beginning but its just that u needed people to pamper u to do it..

I don't blame anyone but i blame my fucking self for living in fantasy like a fucking idiot...

I thought she wont and i was so happy and i trust her and relieved for the very 1st time and fuck myself for doing so??

She keeps telling me she dont want and i told her what the differences with if a girl ask me sex for the 1st time i reject but i accept later on??no differences right???

That was totally hurting i know..

Yeah im sensitive and all yeah its me no one love me yeah i selfish o0o who cares anyway..

I was eating happily and so relax suddenly i misplaced my trust and i decided..i fucking decided from now on i let her do whatever she wants yeah i noe she loves it??

o0o last day of the year so fight biggest for this year good ending freaking the fucking good...

All the things she said i just answered her 'do as u like i wont force u anymore'..

Thats all i said and yeah she off at last i made her off yeah...I not gonna sleep this night i gonna on dota and kill as much as i want with my clan people and lansi them 99 and make them pissed..i love doing it o0o

If they are pro they lc,who pro,who lc..thats all i boh song i just lc whenever i killed i love it i love making them pissed and yet they got killed yesh i love it?

I went to eat with my grandma and they all and again i moody at last shit i failed to cover my feeling and i went out sit alone at the roadside like beggar bcoz i do not want my family to see me like that....

I didnt know why i feel wan vomit or damn uncomfortable when she said she took photo with a boy..

I thought i will be the 1st one to take photo with her as i had been trying hard to make myself normal to the camera bcoz i do not love taking photos last time...

Since our relationship started we never took even one and she went to take wit another boy hell yeah i am not gonna take anymore and i wont train myself like a fool anymore...i dont want to be a loser 2nd timer or what shit...

Feeling damn uncomfortable now and i keep pissing her and she is damn pissed..i didnt know why i did it but i did it against my will..

My bad side took over me yeah the side that i have been hating came out and spit all words...

Until this stage of what i had done i think there is no turning back...

No more turning back but only to look front...o0o look front do not ever hesitate let go and live without anything

I keep living in my fantasy world thinking i did get what i wanted but i get none?or maybe yeah i get but i am too dumb to be able to realize it hell yeah i knew it all along...

I told her and hurt her ask her do not wait me go home and ask her to wait other boy instead waiting me this good-for-nothing boy..yeah i knew it...

no more la no more la look front and be a lifeless idiot..Idiot self..OOoooOoOo sounds nice

This is 1st time i am fucking writing bad words and stuff so much and 99 i even keep using infront her but i didnt use it on her but i use it on making the words more GENG...

Nothing at all so quiet...This year 1st year i didnt eat tong yuan hahaha 1st time again nice huh o0o i try to find it but no where has it nvm i dont mind...there will be 1st time anyway why not now than later??

I went home and continued blogging ...

Cant sleep and i haven't blog for so long...sighhhh

I cant only keep sighing.....i didnt know why..

She wished me happy new year when i nearly reached home but i didnt see it because i was driving...

When i reached home i sent 5 messages but non could reach her and her handphone was not off..

I didnt know why..But i cant angry for long...I maybe really love her and wanted to tell her

Sorry...But i didnt had the chance because my sms weren't getting to her..

I want to prolong my angry feeling but i cant..i only can prolong my hurt feeling..

Cant sleep no mood dota..all my anger went away...

Sighh again and again this one is gonna be a tough tough night to overcome...

I started to watch Gantz a new manga top 2 in manga123 website was awesome..
Its very violent but very loving at same time..
Contains some nudity... here are some love sad pages..