Today was Y birthday but i screwed it continuously lol..........i forgotten to wish her on the exact time coz i slept shit lol everything was to coincident........i suddenly feels like blogging..after so long i didnt touch our blog..its been very long never expected this long i wasnt touching my blog...
Things went wrong really coz i dunno lol nowadays things doesnt seems to be going smoothly...
She try to be happy and wanted me to be happy eventhough i forgot to wish her.......
Afternoon after school i just merely brought her to secret recipe and chose 2 slices of cake and a candle and blow in the car nothing special sucks huh.............i was beggining to wonder that i suck lol........no present only cakes to blow sucks man.............she told she was happy but i felt she was only pretending...but what to do i must trust her lol...........now i cant go and complain to anyone so i am here to write......for myself to see......later in the afternoon i made her expressed many stuff lol too much too write......yeah cried and stuff.........
night time was the most disappointing for me as i keep telling myself how i wanna countdown with her to her bday and things go unexpectedly i failed to wake up bcoz i set my ringtone to soft ringtone thats y i couldnt wake...i didnt tell her coz i feel its only a reason lol.......later she still wish me to be happy..i feel like crying and i felt nowadays i cried more.........girlish?lol dunno hmmmmm watching her reply other people in fb made me somewhat uncomfortable but i promised her that i will try to let her free......it aches...but i bliff time heals my wound....give and take.........im learning for the first time for my lao po.........i dunno but.......it still aches me i only will keep praying i can let go one day..........can trust her but i noe its not gonna be easy...its gonna be tough and very tough......anyhow
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y HOPE YOU WILL BE MUCH BRIGHTER AND HAPPIER...SEEK WHAT U WANT..NOT SEEK WAT I WANT......
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