Again its here i guess??

Already 1.53am and i am still wandering around here expressing my feelings...

Why do it has to be midnight ar everytime??

Today's special was nothing like before...

I found out that X and Y is different person from attitude,humour sense,physical contacts,and stuff totally entirely different i guess..

But lately i also found out eventhough there is so much differences between them..

They had one similar thing which is they love each other very much or i hope so they will...

No matter how big differences they had..Just a little bit of similarities can bring both together nearer...........

Y asked me sleep earlier but i just couldn't because i am not in the mood to sleep not to mention a good night sleep without a nightmare until tomorrow morning.......

We are from different world but the portal we created to connect to each other is our love..

Although it takes much effort and time but i believed that..

When our portal is successfully built..there will be no more distance and difference between us..

Couple always mention changing for each other but some people also said that u must love the boy/girl no matter what attitude she/he had

Nothing is perfect.......If you wan a perfect bf/gf...think perfect as imperfect and then you will get your perfect bf/gf

Changing for each other or not,is sub-question but loving each other is the main question.....

When there is no love..no matter how much you changed there will be no love...If there is love..changing or not does not matters anymore.....

Don't ever make your gf/bf misunderstands what u want to tell them or else it will be bad like very bad.....

Just now,i made Y misinterpreted my jokes and yeah bad things happened ...
Both went down and i don't know what to do and then ended our conversation immediately and go to sleep
LOL
She realized she was running away from our problem..She said she will think about it and face it..
I am glad to hear that and i will be at your side to support you and your decision dear..

There are happy times and also sad times..In this word there are no mountains that had constant straight horizontal line...Its either up or down and how much it goes up and down...

I hope we will be closer even more Y..

And i wish to tell u also that there is no bf that would not put hope in his gf..
No matter how sad a bf is..
He will still put hope in his gf eventhough he said he will not put hope anymore..
What a boy/girl said do not want sometime they want it so look with your heart and you will know whether he really wants it or not...