Too HAPPY until loses myself XD~

So today i decided to revise my lower 6 subjects and prepare for my upper 6 and i kinda failed?? Reason??SIMPLE i dunno where to start =.= I mean come on..the topic is so so so big man kinda like WOW *_* Thinking of studying biology but the amount of scientific names i have to remember is some sort of like a dictionary amount of words standard >< One chapter is enough to rob the FRESHNESSSSSSS out of me =.= Math T??Its much better LOL practice like a robot and u get good results hahaha Chemistry is a completely a TEAR/KOYAK/PIAK/CHIAK for me man!!!one second i touch chemistry and another second i'm in the dreamland of 4 flat hahahaah I need motivation == frequent ones..i will surely forget what is motivation after one week == Some professionals please motivate me please haha!!!! At last i'm starting to have happy days already ^^ Too happy till wanna cry LOL maybe touched wahahah I'm feeling the love in the air wahahahah reason??she became very caring T_T << do not be mistaken!!its touched and not weep like a CRYBABY I never expected it but i'm truly happy can say that i'm utmost happy What sifu said is coming true ^^ she asked me to have more happy things than sad things wohohoho And now i'm having it wahahahaha Wanna know what she did that showed me she so caring??although its nothing for most people but for me i'm enough satisfied and if i'm not i will say it out maybe??HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA i am so gonna get whacking from dear xD And woot did u guys read the newspaper???? Its in the section before sports and the title is something like this 'Man gets whacked by her wife and he still loves her!!!' SEE??SEE??SAW???KAN DAO MA???MAN IS ALWAYS THE ONE THAT IS GOOD!!LOVING!!CARING!!AND ALL ETC ETC TOO MUCH TO STATE AKHEM AKHEM WOMAN??don't wanna say it ;D no offence because i don't wanna die at early age so i would not state anything bout WOMAN hahahahahahahah And my dear is saying that i am too thin like LIDI thats what she said =.= My plan??to gain some meat which is super hard task i assumed because gaining in hand part is hard and always ended up gaining at the stomach part which results IN FLAT TYRES which i scare it happens to me I CANT IMAGINE IT~ I can accept other people having it but i cant accept myself having it because i kinda scare people discriminate me LOL!!! I am too sensitive indeed haha everyone knew that XD And i would like to express my deepest apologies to my friends who had been asking me out and i always had a reason its real and i do not find it purposely >< I am sorry truly and i will go out the next time you all ask me to.. Sorry x infinity..Dun say sorry no police please hahaha Happy days are coming i think?? I hope forever will be but sometimes sad or emotional also good as it carries prizes such as understanding and love in it wahahahahahaha And by the way some people gave me comment that i wrote short and simple but i worry its very confusing if its too long so i try to write it long this time and i hope its not confusing THANKIES ^^~Comments are deeply appreciated ^^