Midnight Pain 2

Things...dun last forever no matter it is happy or sad........today i thought wanna play with her and i like pampering so i pretended not happy for her to pamper me but i made things worse..

She got unhappy and me too.........

Later thought it did be ok but only i knew she was playing some things when i chat her on the phone (lets not talk bout it)

Then i started to get uncomfortable and me too bringing some stories to make her feel the same as what i felt...yeah i know its damn the bloody childish but i still does it...

Later on something happened again ..yeah i made her ..... i am at the disadvantage because my family is nearby and i cant talk much..dun even think about making her happy with my family around.......

I reached home at 11.40pm and thought everything was okay....

I was wrong again or maybe always was wrong......we played some mini games but it didn't cheer us up completely..we were like different from usual

Even i realized that man...............

Later on i try to cheer the situation up by telling something and ended up she didn't see or maybe she too busy gaming and wanna win me

So i brought up the topic of she was not even loving me and stuff and then things got even more worse.......

I love getting pampered and i always hope she will do it but its not easy because she never does it before...

And she slept early because she has tuition tomorrow and the night is still young when bad situation like this occured........

Sighhhhhhhhhh.........i need lots of attention at the starting of a relationship...maybe at least until our relationship stabilize ><

Maybe i'm too sensitive but aren't thats what couple supposed to be??

I no longer know what to do but i can only stop my tears from flowing out and pretend happy and try to find things to make me happy...

But the magic was she can make me happy in a second which nothing can do it like how she does it as i had no mood on anything except her when things like this occured......

This will be a moon's night i'm gonna spend...

And i really hope before i go to sleep or she goes to sleep...one sms from her will make me happy just some care in it is enough to make my day..

Night~~~~HOPE~~~~~